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Christmas Eve and my baby has moved away. After two years of being together and so close together it''s going to take a lot of getting used to. I'm crying right now. Even shaking. I don't know how to accept this. I know I have to and I know it affects him just as it affects me but......I don't know. I just don't know. I miss him, so much. I was always scared of loving him but I'll always love him. Just because I'm scared doesn't stop me from loving him. I love him so much. I wish he didn't move. But...........I know we'll still see each other. It just wont be as much as always. No more see him when he gets home. No more waking up and being able to see him and give/get a good morning kiss and hug. No more being able to spend all day with him. No more just spending so much time with him. I'm missing it already. I miss it so much. I miss you, Edwin.