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i hope that someone is reading this. i am scared shitless i dont know what to do nm my bf cedric is scaring the s**t out of me he isnt acting like himself nm... he isnt acting normal. already this is the 4th time that this has happend. but it happends whenever we start to argue it happens. i dont know what to do nm. it started happening this month it didnt happen last month or any other time like that. he would be sitting cross leged on the floor staring down at his legs. his eyes they wont look like his eyes... its hard to describe it but they just look so scary i have to liertally look away from them. he is always quiet. and whenever i try to touch his face he will grab my wrist and squez. i have to free my wrist from him and tell him its ok and that im just checking his temperter. once in a while i will point at his head and ask him if he is all in there and he will just shake his head no. the reason y im writting this is because i hope that u guys would leave a commit telling me what i should do or if u guys have any idea of whats going on. it would usualy go on for about 5 min or 10 but its been going on for more then 20 mins. and he was standing but he just fell on the floor out of nowhere so he is laying on the floor now just laying there. he still wont say a word. he felt warm when i listend to his heart and it is beating very fast. its not going its normal speed. im so scared so someone plz help me i cant take this nm. im terrifyed of my own fience. and this is no joke this is no story its real so plz i beg everyone that is reading this plz help me. crying im so scared. help me plz!!!!! leave a commit of what u think i should do about this situation and tell me what i should do when it happends again plz just tell me anything anything of what u think that is going on with this situation that im dealing with right now. im even scared to look at him right now. crying