Dear journal,
Today is our wedding day with Javi my love. But i dont wanna lose Gabe. We talk and he said goodbye forever. I dont really want to live him in gaia and in life forever... I just want him here by my side too and Javi. I cannot risk to lose them both. I have a feeling that i will die soon. Somehow im not needed here with the both of them. I dont Gabe to be gone in my life for good. I love him too but I love Javi. I think this is the day ... i will lose Gabe forever... I feel like crying and now i am crying.. I want to hug him tight the both of them. Right here in my arms. I wanna die right now without them. Its hard to say good bye to one of them... then this is goodbye....
With love,
Lyn
Today is our wedding day with Javi my love. But i dont wanna lose Gabe. We talk and he said goodbye forever. I dont really want to live him in gaia and in life forever... I just want him here by my side too and Javi. I cannot risk to lose them both. I have a feeling that i will die soon. Somehow im not needed here with the both of them. I dont Gabe to be gone in my life for good. I love him too but I love Javi. I think this is the day ... i will lose Gabe forever... I feel like crying and now i am crying.. I want to hug him tight the both of them. Right here in my arms. I wanna die right now without them. Its hard to say good bye to one of them... then this is goodbye....
With love,
Lyn
P.S.= if your reading this Gabe and Javier... I love you both. You guys will be forever in my heart.
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anyway, dont mind much... ok?
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