It has been some time since I did an actual journal entry here on good ol' gaia so I will at last bring everything up to date in this soon to be epic entry.
This 2010-2011 school year is my sophomore year. Yes finally I am completely admitting my age for those of you that are constantly questioning me. This past October 20th was my 16th year of existence. For Thanksgiving we had a small get together at my grandparents house since most of my family has had a falling out as of Feb. 2010. Christmas was yet another small family affair. My aunt moved into her new house few days after Christmas and I have now been back at school for 13 (school)days since vacation ended. Lately I have been going through battles, health battles, emotional battles and even mental battles. For instance this week has been a rough week on my health and state of mental health with catching a cold during midterm week. Thank the maker this weekend is a three day weekend. However I feel empty inside. An emptiness that is sort of hard to explain. Its like loneliness but yet it isn't. Its like depression but it also isn't. More than anything call it utter confusion. My heart is torn. My 'wife' (real close best friend that is a girl that we got 'married' during algebra last year just for the hell of it) has begun to sink deeper into my heart making me realize I may actually begin to see more interest in females than males anymore. I completely gave up on looking for any sort of companionship but recently two people have begun to catch my eye. One knows it, the other doesn't. However she has been mentioned above and it really shouldn't be hard for someone to realize it.
Poetry has been seeping out of my pen like snot from a runny nose for me lately. On deviant art I have recently uploaded five poems in one week (and note that this week isn't even over yet!) I've had a long bout of writers block that finally went away but its still there for my vampire story, (which I have finally titled!) Blind Oktober. The classic EA life simulation game, The Sims 2 has made a come back in my life. After about three years of not being able to play constantly I finally received my aunt's old discs which are now installed on my laptop. Speaking of this laptop, its name is TRON and he is TRON themed. Also speaking of TRON the sequel to the 1983 Disney film was AMAZING! I highly recommend to see it. Another thing, my valentines day cards for my friends are TRON themed >W< DO NOT CALL ME OBSESSED! I just really enjoy both films....
This 2010-2011 school year is my sophomore year. Yes finally I am completely admitting my age for those of you that are constantly questioning me. This past October 20th was my 16th year of existence. For Thanksgiving we had a small get together at my grandparents house since most of my family has had a falling out as of Feb. 2010. Christmas was yet another small family affair. My aunt moved into her new house few days after Christmas and I have now been back at school for 13 (school)days since vacation ended. Lately I have been going through battles, health battles, emotional battles and even mental battles. For instance this week has been a rough week on my health and state of mental health with catching a cold during midterm week. Thank the maker this weekend is a three day weekend. However I feel empty inside. An emptiness that is sort of hard to explain. Its like loneliness but yet it isn't. Its like depression but it also isn't. More than anything call it utter confusion. My heart is torn. My 'wife' (real close best friend that is a girl that we got 'married' during algebra last year just for the hell of it) has begun to sink deeper into my heart making me realize I may actually begin to see more interest in females than males anymore. I completely gave up on looking for any sort of companionship but recently two people have begun to catch my eye. One knows it, the other doesn't. However she has been mentioned above and it really shouldn't be hard for someone to realize it.
Poetry has been seeping out of my pen like snot from a runny nose for me lately. On deviant art I have recently uploaded five poems in one week (and note that this week isn't even over yet!) I've had a long bout of writers block that finally went away but its still there for my vampire story, (which I have finally titled!) Blind Oktober. The classic EA life simulation game, The Sims 2 has made a come back in my life. After about three years of not being able to play constantly I finally received my aunt's old discs which are now installed on my laptop. Speaking of this laptop, its name is TRON and he is TRON themed. Also speaking of TRON the sequel to the 1983 Disney film was AMAZING! I highly recommend to see it. Another thing, my valentines day cards for my friends are TRON themed >W< DO NOT CALL ME OBSESSED! I just really enjoy both films....
