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Up. Again.
Seriously? Oy. I can never seem to go to bed before 1 a.m. these days. It could be any number of reasons, stress being the biggest of them all xp But I digress. Lately my dreams have been getting more and more vivid. I have also had a recurring dream of either me getting married to someone I don't know and then backing out at the last minute because I was too afraid to get into it. You can say whatever you want about it, I have my own theories as well.
Some days I don't even want to get out of bed; sometimes I just want to sleep as long as I can so that I can stay in my dream world as long as possible. Perhaps my body is just too scared to sleep because every time I close my eyes I put myself into this fantasy world that can never be brought to life because of my cowardice.

Or maybe, just maybe, it's because I eat Goldfish right before I sleep....