one of the most important people in your life is thinking of leaving? Of moving away, far away, and living his life the way his precious wife wants him to? Knowing that he'll rarely, if ever, come to visit you, and when you need him the most, there's a strong possibility that he won't be there for you? What do you do when the entire world thinks you're selfish for trying to get him to stay when there's a possibility of it making him unhappy because his wife is unhappy? When all you want is for him to be happy, but you don't want to let him go either because he means so much to you?
I have no idea what to do. And somehow, I doubt talking about it is going to help.
I can't go with them. Alyx can't go with them. So what are they going to do, abandon us? Just because she's unhappy with her current living situation? And what happens if they're not happy there either? What happens when he's not accepted and everyone talks s**t and he ends up being miserable because she's all he has? Or maybe, just maybe, because he's such a good person, that's all he needs.
But then what about us? Can you really just abandon your children like that? We may not be yours biologically, but I know how you feel and how seriously you take that role. That's why you won't have sex with me when I'm in little mode, because you see me as your son then, not your Master. So if you take things that seriously, can you really just turn around and leave me?
I don't know what it's going to take to make her happy, and I don't know what we can do to fix things. But whatever she wants, fine. I don't like her and I don't feel I should have to cater to her whims just to keep my own pet, my Daddy. But if that's what it takes, I will do whatever is needed to keep her here so that I don't lose you.
I just hope it's not something impossible to accomplish.
Rathlarias Moondown Community Member 
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