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Well, there isnt a terrible lot for me to write about... same old same old as far as my life has been going... long crushes with little successes, ex girl friends that are to clingy, and alot of video game. only difference? im trying not to be an a** now...

for the most part i have kept a sort of aura of superiority that comes with the territory of me being the best. At school, in games, in everything i exert myself into.

Now not so much... its not that i don't think i can keep it up... keeping it up is a freaking joke.... But i have to stop... generally i am loathed by the population, and the girls that i loved/ crush on/ dream about absolutely despise me. Or at the very most tolerate me.... i am not entirely sure what my goal is... new girl friend? well there are only 2 girls im interested and one is way to busy for me and the other isn't permitted to date. :'( so it looks like my love life is dead for a while....

lets see, officially i am no longer an atheist... as part of my lesser superiority complex, no more pretending i understand divinity. I'm agnostic because i really don't know.

I've started a WoW account despite me hating the game for years and years, s imply something really love to do Along with still playing xbox from time to time.
(work in progress)
You how i long for you
That sweet long hair
your cute little smile
your tiny figure
your slow elfish grace

yet what can i do?
the worlds a sickening place