And a bit bored. I cant seem to get to sleep. I have so much on my mind, mainly that I know I'm different from everybody else, but something makes me think that's a bad thing. Something tells me I should stop being different and conform to the normality of society, go with the mainstream, zag with everybody else instead of zig. you get the picture.
I'm finding myself fighting back those feelings of conformity when I never had to do so before.
I don't know what I should do. I feel comfortable being different, but if I wasnt, I would be accepted more and not weird, but I'd also be unhappy and I'd lose my uniqueness.
Gah I'm ranting. >.< sweatdrop
=x
Well, I'm gonna go back to watching Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets till I fall asleep. haha
Oyasuminasai. <3
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"In the dark recesses of the mind, a disease known as fear feasts upon the souls of those who cannot overcome it's power."
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