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i feel in love wit sumone and that person is dead! i loved him when he was alive but i didint show it much. now hes dead and its been a year i still love him n i still miss him and i have feelings for him still. we dated for 3 years straight in my mind i was gonna marry him n live wit him but dat didint happen becuz i told him dat i nvr wanted 2 be seen wit him again and i h8 him and i want him 2 die n durin dis time he was out of a gang n i got him out of so a few weeks lata he went back to the gang after he died n he wrote a note sayin dat he committed sucided and it was becuz i left him n i n i broke up wit him becuz he was kissin his best friend sweatdrop