Minna-san,
it's my birthday the day after tomorrow - Wednesday, April 20th. and... this is probably going to be the worst birthday yet. no, i do not want to come across as a drama-stricken emo kid, but rather it is truly how i feel...
this year, two weeks ago actually, my father and mother and grandmother drove to a different province. my father is ill, and had to have open heart surgery at the young age of 50. the surgery went along well, and he is quick in recovery after two weeks, BUT... there is something going wrong with the heart pattern of his beating, and its just not stable enough yet to take him home...
after all that being done and said, this is whats making me miserable...
my father... my own mother... and my maternal grandmother will not be able to come home for my 22nd birthday this year... i am alone in the house... to celebrate my birthday....
... ive not felt this depressed in a VERY VERY long time........
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