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I count every step I take: 2 (right), 1 (left), 2 (right), etc... while exhaling in my throat out my nose, mouth closed, always landing on my right foot to the even count.

if it's on tiles I stay in the squares, otherwise I step on cracks. my right foot ABSOLUTELY HAS TO stop on a crack on every fourth count.

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I have an odd number complex, especially prime numbers. I absolutely hate the number 7 above all others. I don't mind 1, 3, 5 or 9 however.

my favourite numbers are 4 and 16, because they are perfect squares.

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I blow in my cups in even counts (either 1, 2, 4, or 16) before and after picking the up, setting them down, pouring anything in them, drinking anything from them, or dumping anything ut of them.

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I rinse my hands after absolutely everything I do, and also after short periods of time if I feel sweaty, or if I just havn't rinsed them in a while.

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I hug my pillow and think "pillow counts as blanket, blanket protect me" and count 1-2-3-4-5 in my head at random.

if I don't finish this thought consecutively whenever I remember to do it and/or start to think it, I freak out and do it again twice.

if I do it more than once (which is almost always because doing it once triggers it's repetition) I have to do it a square number of times, or else just twice.

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I thuck my sumb.

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I can't sleep without night terrors unless I am snuggling someone or have something to hug that I can imagine is a person.

the exception is my pillow. it is my security blanket as long as it has a certain pillowcase on it, and I hug it whenever I can, taking it almost everywhere with me (except in public... usually anyway).

I hate washing that pillowcase, because the more it absorbs my scent the more soothing it is for me. plus, I can't stand going a whole 2 hours without it. xp

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I think that's enough for now. redface I don't need to share everything with you guys.