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love is so confusing, I wish I had a hubby >3< just so i can experience the happiness but also the sadness. I've been asked out a couple of times or been confessed to a couple of times but I've never had a boyfriend sweatdrop and im in high school already.(and most of those boys were older than me, am i attractive to older kids or something? but they were all in the same grade as me) i wonder why those guys liked me, im not special, i don't really do anything. i do have some1 i like but he goes to another school and i havent seen him in months. he told me he loved me but i couldnt really tell if he was telling the truth, i just thought he was kidding around. i kept asking him "in what way" or "like what, a sister, a pet?" now i regret it and it breaks my heart. i wish i could go back in time and talk to him again because now even if he liked me then he might like someone else now crying
i think its sad how the guys i like end up moving away or something and i never or hardly ever see them again crying