I want to date! I want to have a boyfriend! I want to feel like I'm not wearing a mask. I want to feel like myself. I'm gonna ask my mom if I can have a boyfriend, but I already know she gonna say no. I feel like I'm gonna lose it hear. I want to feel the happiness that everyone else feels. My mom has John, and shes been really happy. My younger brother has his friends, my sis has our friend Tyler, and my older brother has his friends. They've all been happy. But who do I have. I'm surrounded by my dads family all the time, they remind me every second of him and I hate it. He's always on my mind. I just want to be myself, and have my mind on something else besides what it's usually on. I want to be as happy as my mom is with John. Why can't I. I find it unfair that my brother gets to have a girlfriend at 12 years old and I can't have one when I more mature and responsible than him. I want the mask to be torn off
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