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I don't know why, but my body needs a cigarette to smoke. I've never smoked in my life, except when my I was little people used to smoke around me. I dared to smoke 2 sticks when I was in High School and now one of my friends I know has cigarettes and I can smoke them legally. My body is so used to the second hand smoke that if I were to go around not smelling smoke, my body would hurt so bad. I need to smoke a cigarette right now otherwise I'll die. What's the point of smoking when I'll die anyways? I mean what's not the point? I'm not the same guy I used to be