I just noticed how many of my journal entries I had started off with "wow." I must sound like such a dork. xp Anyways, it turns out that you are usually supposed to say something either interesting or useful in these things. I guess I usually don't. sweatdrop
I don't completely know why, but I seriously feel like I'm getting VERY burned out of school. I mean I literally can't wait until the end of class. Its only class too. Obviously most people are not fond of school, but (and I know this sounds terribly depressing and most likely annoying for an eighteen year old girl to be whining about something like this) the more I'm in those classes, listening to those teachers and remembering that this last progress grade was the lowest one that I've ever gotten I feel like crying, or maybe like jumping of of a bridge. I'm not at all an emo kid, but I hate the idea of not knowing what to do. How do I bring my grades up? Do greades even matter? What do I do when I graduate? Should I go into the navy like I had planned to up until about a month ago? Do I want to give my life away to the navy for about four to eight years? Do I want to go through college and try to find a bunch of scholarships in the next two months? Would I even be accepted?
Honestly I've been going through questions like these for the past month, and I don't know what to do.
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