You see....absolutly no one reads these at all. I had a feeling that was true, but now I know! mwhahaha!
So yeah...I get to figure everything out by thursday....Yay! (not really) Honestly I don't know what to do. This whole navy/college thing is terribly annoying. I almost wish there was such a thing as neverneverland, where you'd never grow up. If I had some sort of plan that i could honestly love, then I'd be willing to take the next step...but now what? I don't know what to do. I REALLY don't know what to do, and it scares me so so much. I think my mom wants me to go into the navy because it would be a good way to start and they'd always take care of you and blah blah blah, but I don't know if I want to take that route. I'd prefer to get out of it now and leave it open as an option, but I don't even know if I can do that.
Its funny, honestly I haven't completely told any of my friends the extent of this problem. I'll tell them that I don't know what to do, but thats it. I'd rather them not worry about it, yet I so wish for their, or someone's help.
bah! I'm starting to sound stupid. I don't want to sound like all of the stupid posts that I used to put on here last year.
Anyways, if by any chance someone actually does read this, are there any suggestions?
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