lol i just finished texting Riley. i have to turn in my phone at 6pm now. dad threatened that he'd end all of our contracts to our phones if I didn't turn it in. that's stupid. talk2hand he also wanted to ground me till the beginning of the school year. that's also stupid. at least mum came in and saved me from that. she's a sap for lovers. at least, i hope that me and Riley are lovers. i'm beginning to question it and it's making my head hurt and my heart throb. sad
anywho. my mum asked, "so is Riley working today?" and i said, "no he probably has jimmi over. or eric." and she goes, "oh! who's jimmi?" and i say, "He's chinese." and then she asks, "oh. then who's eric?" and i say, "he's white." and she just says, "oh." lololol it made me laugh.... ugh i'm so losing my brain right now. lol
i'm searching online for the perfect gift for him. i mean, the perfect one. can't say what it is. mrgreen i have to get him more than this though. he's done so much. sad and liana's worrying me asking do you really think you guys are going to be together after four years? and blahbbity blah blah BLAH. scream just typing bout it makes my throat hurt. urgggg. barf.
stressed mad
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i guess it's not so good that i'm sorta blah to him. meh. my bad, hun. s'just me. thinking things over, hm? i really wanna punch myself 'cause i'm being mean to you sorta kinda. stressstressstressstress. stare
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ush. butterflies. they shouldn't be here with my stomach acids. fly awaaaaay stressed eeeeeeh. i guess its a good feeling? i dunno. saw his name and the butterflies swooped in. hooo. that felt weird. and then i was like, hm. chat to his bro? nah. i pass. i'll meet him someday, i guess. confused
i found the perfect- perfect.... gift! for him! its 12:11 am and i thinkkkk i can get it. money raising time here-we-go. xd blaugh
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Nyahhh but my life is a bit too boringggg.
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