A month...That is so long...Pretty much, I won't be able to talk to her like usual since she's going away for a while...I don't care, it's pain, but I can get through it..It's not like, I'm never going to talk to her again..And hopefully..She wasn't lying when she told me how she felt. I don't know..Girls just like to play with guy's hearts, ya know? I hope she's not one of them..I can manage..I hope Hawaii is fun. Never been there but I want to go there.
Sort of sucks when you get closer to a person, then all of a sudden you have to stop talking to them because Life is keeping everybody busy. I don't want to feel like, my effort was just a waste, I don't want us to lose that connection, I don't want us to fade away, I don't want us to just be another guy and another girl that stops talking to each other...
I don't know if she's online, or if her ex is on her account, but I don't think she wants to talk right now? I'm not sure..She's not replying so I don't know what to think. Probably she don't feel like replying..She's busy talking to somebody else? She's packing up to leave for Hawaii and doesn't have time to talk to me. Either or, I understand.
I'm going to miss her so bad..I know she's going to miss me too..I hope that, that fire just don't fade to a blue. I'm going to die....Come on Za, pull yourself together. This isn't the end you dramatic idiot. Lololol. You'll talk to her again, in a month. I hope she calls me sometime. I wouldn't want to go a month straight without talking to her..At least a phone call here and there?
I feel like..I have nothing right now..LOL. Nothing to live for? Weirdo. Stop being emotional and look on the bright side. It's just 30 days or something. ;D
I hope she have a fun and safe trip. ^^
I'll be here waiting and doing my usual stuff.
It's really hot..And it's almost 9 pm and I work tomorrow..So this one is going to be a little short. Thanks for reading..I might just post some more if I feel like letting something out...
Going to miss her sooo bad..Deal with it foo! xp
Again, thanks for reading...Look forward to the next one..?
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