Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

I've lost sight of my goals and dreams. I don't know where I want to go and sometimes I can hardly remember where I've been. Life has become a whirlpool composed almost entirely of work and school, making it hard to get out of this rut I've been stuck in. I should write and reconnect with my creative side. I should go out and see people, work on reconnecting with people I've not spoken to in months but it seems lately that if I have the time, I don't have the energy, and if I have the energy I definitely don't have the time. Sleep finds me at odd times. Like now. I have to be at work in seven hours, which means I have to be awake in six and I am so awake that it's ridiculous. It's a rare time where I have energy and am willing to steal time from myself, but the few people I still talk to are either busy or sleeping.
fml.
Sometimes, it's hard to remember my philosophy that things will get better again.