Went to school with a horrid face. I was crying and sniffling and everything. Father made me go to school. Every one said I looked tired. Do they know the difference between crying eyes and tired ones? Obviously, no.
But, it showed that many people cared about me, they cared about why I'd been so sad, they wouldn't let me brush it off. They reminded me of him, an I started to tear up even more. Because I'm such a baby >< grr. But it really help show me who my real friends were. So I can exclude liana and John. They don't care. Sad for them. Whatever.
I'm mad at myself for being unable to keep up my brave face for my sisters, especially. Daphne hadn't said anything, and when I got to lunch she repeatedly asked if I was alright. We don't have sisterly love, we don't hug. But when we ask those kind of questions, it means a lot.
I'm weak for nt being able to keep it up. Gah. Like I can't handle it.
And when you texted me, I had already stopped crying; but you made me feel so much better. Thank you I love you Riley heart
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Nyahhh but my life is a bit too boringggg.
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