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Tehe~ Christmas Day.
Got no gifts, but at least I didn't get chewed out for sleeping in today. B3
Idk. Today was extremely eventful, to say the least. I've come to some interesting realizations. FIRST of all, though... My dream. Took me a while, but I finally remember it. smile

Okayyy... All I really could make out was I got off a plane, then a small timeskip, arriving at Stephanie's house. Cept.. No one was there, the note on the door said to walk in though. o;
'Twas Matt dropping me off, so he sped off. I walked in and set my bags to the side and looked around the house, forgetting to close the door. I did notice it was Christmas(Ironic, huh?). Tree was up, then the fireplace not even five meters away. Well, I felt a cold breeze and went to shut the door, and her mom walked in and greeted me happily, lol. Well, we sat and talked for a bit, she 'interrogated' me.
After a while, Steph walked in and stormed to her room, not noticing I was there? I walked in there to check up on her, she was crying for some reason. I asked what was wrong, her words were a bit choked up and inaudible. I sat by her and held her close, then another timeskip came about. Next I knew, we were sitting between the tree and the fireplace, backs against one another, holding hands.. She confidently said "I love you" And the dream ended(Incidentally, I was awoken by a "Merry Christmas" text from her). :3


Anyways!! I went to MacKenzie's, cuz her mom invited me to their family function. I went, ate, had some laughs, then we all went to see New Years Eve. Great movie(Yeah, I enjoy watching some chick flicks). Made me laugh a lot, got some insight, and I admittingly choked up once or twice. o;
But yeah.. That movie put in my head thoughts of the future. Lots of them. It had near every stage of a relationship, sooo... It just made my mind set ablaze. Like... What I'd be like as a father... How involved I'd be with family(Whether it be mine or my mate's)... And especially the one thing that easily knocks nerves in all guys. Marriage, the cold-feet process, and how I'd handle it..

After a while, of course... I realized I'd just take it step-by-step. Sure, there're more details, but I'd rather save those tidbits for the VIPs in my life. :3

Anyways... Ciao!!