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i just dont even know what to do now.. everything in my life is wrong and i hate it.. i hate how i lost the love of my life.. or how i cant be myself.. i hate how my family trys to take over my life.. they cant except the fact that im bisexual.. yes ive dated plenty of girls and guys.. im not afraid to admit it.. i guess im just the way i am.. maybe this was just happening for a reason.. and it makes me who i am today.. and u know what im proud of who i am.. and i know sometimes i want to be alone and take a little breather because yes i have a stressful life and my life is difficult nd people dont under stand on how my life just changes alot but its who i am and its what i am.. and yes i let people go i push them away but im sorry and i say that alot because i made alot of mistakes nd i know i cant make them up but its ok and ill move on eventually