|⌘|eh... well iv been having a bad day well these last 3 days really havent been the best :c a few things are buging me iv been trying hard to hide my feelings but i cant take it anymore and writing helps me so yea... im scared about something on gaia right now lets just say something that happend a while back that hurt me very much could happen again if this person on here who hurt me alot who just came back to gaia might try to make me sad again ;c im scared becuz it go's back along time ago and other people i know and love dearly on here got hurt by this person as well.... ;c and this all happend a very bad time for me in real too :/ and iv been dealing with a little bit of drama in real as well so yea :c so anyway this isnt a story below its just something to help get my feelings out. :c so yea try to enjoy it i guess..
I can't believe after all this time i finally realized it's not my fault, nothing was, it's all yours. I lost everything because of you and your stupidity. And where does it get me? I'm the one who is kicked to the dirt and forgotten. You don't care what i feel. You think I'm blind and naive. You think I can't understand what's going on. But i do. And you just do it over and over. And i suffer each time. I try to tell myself that it's not always going to be that way. But i know it never is going to change. You just make the same mistakes and you don't seem to notice that you are not the only one who pays for your actions, i do as well. All you do is take people away from me and i never see them again. I never get to say goodbye. And you have the nerve to ask me why i don't like getting close to people? Because of you. I hope you're happy.... |⌘|
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