*sighs and sits down to try to work out some things*
I always seem to find myself in a situation i should be happy with and yet am not. I want something......or rather someone i can not have. I hate myself for allowing this to happen. My dreams are even against me! I feel a connection that should not be there! Is it real, or did i create it to ease the pain in my life? Oh how i wish i could have my cake and eat it too, so-to speak. I know what i feel is wrong and unfair to all involved. No one but me knows who and what is going on in my head and heart. I feel great sorrow when i think these shameful thoughts yet i can not stop myself. Oh what am i to do!?!?!?
 Navi_Tati · Thu Jan 19, 2012 @ 09:00pm · 0 Comments |
