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hi guys im back. i once again find myself in a rut tired and honestly wishing that i had the balls to commit suicide neutral its beed 4 years since the last time i tried but life just seems unfair and there's so much fog that rarely the sun goes through. i have very little friends and no good boy in my life (not that its the most important things but its one of the major low points) i cant seem to move forward in school or find a good job so either way im stuck with no one to talk to but write here and to who ever reads these confused there entertaining arent they 4laugh

well nothing seems right a nd i try to keep a positive attitude but ehh im losing the battle

ill see how things continue and how they will move but honestly i dont see the light at the end of the tunnel