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Blah, I missed Gaia. It's been a really long time since I've actually sat down and wrote anything. I guess old habits never die. Actually, when I'm saving money and tired of the people I work with, this is my to-go place. I want to believe that this is a dream I'm currently living, because only last year I was stressing about everyday life. I mean I still do, but it's reduced a lot. I stopped caring about what comes out of my mouth, and how people perceive it. Only because in the end, I'm only going to ask myself "I should have said something, then". I am an a*****e, but half the time it's because I'm fighting back at life. I like my new job/lifestyle. I don't think I've ever felt as free as I currently do since I enlisted. I didn't change, I grew. It's as if I was chained for a very long time. That sounds very cliche. I still over analyze things, but it's all fun and games. I'd like to believe I'm not doing bad at all for being 19. There's alot more to say, but we're not in any rush.
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