been ultra stressed lately.
junior year's a bum. god.
Colleges focusing on this year to look at? Not the best choice for me. Ugh. why
did everythingg decide to just not work out for me at the last second? poop. stressed
over grades. stressed that i was stupid and my grades are only low because i was
simply too tired and didn't have enough energy to do my work at home. why am i so
just, stupid. making the worst decisions. i don't think i should've gotten that job. i
should've just kept mooching off my parents. i could be getting all A's right now.
but look at this; 5 B's? that's not normal at all.
all i'm saying is that i could've tried harder.
blaming everything on myself is fair enough.
and my parents said i could quit my job if it interfered with school.
WELL HELL YEAH IT INTERFERES WITH SCHOOL, SO WHY THE POOP
WON'T THEY LET ME QUIT?!!? whyyyyyyyyyy.
all these things on my mind;
it's definitely not healthy.
my eyes are getting droopy,
i'm starting not to care anymore.
but i do, which is the problem.
maybe.
i don't know.
all these things on my plate:
app project
WORKING THIS WHOLE DANG WEEKEND, working on that project.
gotta start a paper for aplit, fudge.
OMG STUPID FRENCH PROJECT
oaerhigfoidjhgldkgjkljfalkdjf agh,
who knew i could be this stressed, man? it's like,
why didn't anyone tell me? god.
oh god oh god oh god.
and then there's stupid work transfer,
i start the day before he gets back,
DAMNITTTTTT. i feel like my life is almost in ruins.
i gotta do well in these-
FUDGE
i have a stupid bio project too! FIUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDKLSHFJLSKDJF.
i have to do all of these to the best of my ability or else it's down the toilet
and i'll never make it into marquette with him.
this is unfair.
i'm working my butt off starting today.
lets do this! >:0
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Nyahhh but my life is a bit too boringggg.
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