Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

 
 

View User's Journal

Zero's log
If you thought your life was hell before this....

User Image

....Then this must be a cake walk for you


"If your not going to live for yourself live for the ones who fight and protect you"

~Simple things you should know~

My name is : Jonathan Stanford
I am now : 20
You must be blind if you can't tell I'm a : Male
Main Skill:Martial Arts- Kickboxing ( If your character excels at Martial arts or Weapons art, chose one specific weapon art or martial arts.)
Minor Skill: Parkour

~Deeper into my story~

This is my tale : My birthplace is Tokyo,Japan. My mother and father were both people of ambition, self ambitious, and very unfaithful to one another sometimes i wonder if they were actually married to each other or if they just wanted to fulfill their own ends. When i was a child i understood life faster than any normal child with his own problems at home and himself while everyone else stayed oblivious to everything around them.

As the years passed his father had begun getting more and more obsessed in his work and his want and need for sleazy loose females and my mother barely paid attention to what was happening at home with me and my father so i knew that i had to fend for myself. So through out school hours i was forced to pickpocket people to just have something to eat at school and because of this I was seen in many fights with some 1-on-1 or 1-on-5 it always seemed impossible to win against those odds but the only thing that kept me from losing in any of them was my kickboxing which my father put me in and my self confidence but lack of showing it.

With my life always under constant danger and my self loathing which keeps me from showing emotion around others but only myself while my family slowly goes into self destruction I always thought that my life was always a means to challenge myself for what comes next in life.

Then on one faithful night while I slept in his bed which was the only time I actually had peace of mind I heard a scream and a hard thud to the ground and as I walked to my parents bedroom he found his mother lying on the floor stained in blood while father strangled one of his many "visitors" saying "You aren't going to tell anyone about this and if you tell ill kill you" as she wept trying to mutter the words "I Won't". I watched my father strangle that woman and as he turned to me he said "If you tell ill kill you too" but my face didn't show my response to her dead he just turned to the woman and continued with his pleasures but as he turned i broke into a smile and as i grabbed the knife my mother was stabbed with i walked to my father with the thoughts saying "In this world there are the users and there are the used" and with that my next action had little effect on me.

As i watched my father sulk in his blood with the woman under him traumatized from my action against my father.. While i looked at my blood stained hands with a mad smile my mind was saying "I did it he's dead he's finally dead..... the man who held the leash around my mothers neck is finally dead" and with that i had broke out in a mad laughter and as the tears fell from my eyes i saw that i was finally free of their oppression so what was left was to dig a grave my mother and burn my father to ashes.

Back at school the news spread that i had went mad and i had killed my mother and father but i knew someone had leaked the truth and made they're own version of the story even though it was on the news but really everyone didn't even if it was on the news. But when the news spread as far as the entire school they had given me a new name and it was Zero only for the soul reason that i had no parents, no emotions, and no romantic ties only because of the reason that my parents were dead.

As years passed i had given up the need to fight it so i skipped school often and got held twice before graduation and because of the news of what happened on that day i was forced to continue pickpocket money for my own survival and that was what i was known for was being smart but never getting the chance to use it and for as long as i knew i was known and marked by the name Zero.

People say I am : Silent, Unemotional, Unreadable
Please more of this : + (Like)
+ To see others with confidence
+ Training
+ Down time
Give that to me and your dead : - (Dislike)
- Complain about your parents
- loss of team confidence
- endangered teammates

~Behind me~
A little something to the side is : Been known to go off the deep end when a conversation towards him escalates but its rare when he controls it. And because of the situation with his mother if he hears someone cry out in pain he will go on a rampage but only when he realizes he's outnumbered he'll stop but will sulk in it for while if he fails.
Theme Song : Japan X - I.V
My master is : Shadow-Z4X






 
 
Manage Your Items
Other Stuff
Get GCash
Offers
Get Items
More Items
Where Everyone Hangs Out
Other Community Areas
Virtual Spaces
Fun Stuff
Gaia's Games
Mini-Games
Play with GCash
Play with Platinum