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:'( I just need to vent right now. I wonder how happy the world would be without me from time to time. A world free of a waste of space who doesn't seem to make anyone happy. A world free of one less screw-up. A world free of me. Sometimes, after a lot has happened, I get the feeling the nobody loves me and I tell myself that can't be true but I believe it. If I do one thing I can't do the other and it makes someone upset and/or mad & it makes me mad and upset and it eats at me and I can't sleep at night. Before I go overboard I just wanna say that if you respect me enough please don't comment, it will just make me feel even worse. :'(