Is it some kind of addiction? @~@
There was a time where I was in so much remorse I couldn't even stand, heart breaks were never my thing..Loving the person just makes it so much harder. But, all good things must come to an end.. especially when it takes a huge toll on you AND your mental health. Plus.. Re-Decorating isn't such a bad thing! haha.
The best part of moving on, is being able to discover who you are without anyone holding you back.. no pain, no suffering, no venomous remarks. Just you- and yourself.
You begin to see life in a new light.. and yes, you feel overwhelmed at times. And of course your mind sometimes wanders back to your old love.. but eventually, they start becoming less frequent and you feel alive again! Your life gains meaning and purpose beyond all that you ever were before.
Losing love is hard, but it allows yourself to realize what you don't want in your next one.. Don't run from it, embrace all that you receive and for Christ sake.. DON'T live for anyone but yourself. True love is when you find the one person whom doesn't make loving them a chore: But an adventure and a addiction. True love is when your significant other is more like a best friend than your prison guard.. They allow you to live life and they enjoy every minute of it with you. Laughing all the way, and crying with you when you need it..They hold your hand; Not drag you along with them. And they hold you in their arms not to get something out of it, but to comfort you silently. True love, well... True Love needs no words to describe it, it just is. And it stays as is.
I've found this kind of love, I've been loved in it.. I've been bathed in it. True love comes when you wait~ Just believe in it, and love yourself<3
 Dauttee · Sat Oct 27, 2012 @ 06:08pm · 0 Comments |
