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my dreams
so high
so hard to reach

can i ever reach them?
the world fights my every step

urging me to lay down and die

i can never just breath
never rest

everyone
everything needs my time.

and no one has the time to help me

so i am alone
again alone,
forever alone

why me?
all i want is a safe haven
a loveling hug
shelter from the storm.

but i am forever alone

I am my own port in a storm
i am my own rock,
and everyone else's

i will never be safe
never be happy
never achieve

not by some lack of merit.
but by things i could never control
things i did not chose

I am my port, my rock
and that makes me alone
alone i will fall, as i rose