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Letting go
The hardest thing to do in life and the number one thing I absolutely hate: Goodbyes.
I hate how they have to be so hard.... Letting go is the worse feeling I can get. So many memories to have them, blow away.. But I cant do that. I cant just set them away, no. I have to keep them, because without them, Im nothing.
Yesterday, February 22nd, 2013 was the day I had to let my relationship go... With the most amazing guy I could have as a boyfriend. He's sweet and kind and humorous and just lovely. I see a future for us, but my fear is that he won't come when we can actually see eachother...... We had a long distance relationship since August 5th, 2012. Doesn't even seem long does it.. Well, I just couldn't take the depression of not being able to hold him.. or any other type of depression really..
I hope he has a great life. I hope things will work out for him... Johnny...... Please don't ever leave... I will always love you, don't you ever forget that...
Realizes she likes flowers more than boys |
