You'd think after losing so many others, you'd learn.
Learn to keep them close, or maybe learn to keep the pain away.
But you don't. You don't. You really don't.
I ruined it. It was I. Isn't it always?
I didn't want to. I didn't want to. I really didn't want to.
So why? Why did I do it? Why do I have to push them away?
It's for their good. For their life. For their future.
I have no place there. We could've... We would've... We were happy, weren't we? I was happy. They were happy.
But... I guess that was the problem, wasn't it?
I know I'll never get them back. Things will never be the same. I've hurt them.
The wounds will heal, but the scars will stay.
His pained face... Full of utter disappointment... As if his very world was collapsing.
"Don't, please, don't crush my heart."
I hurt.
 Polyester Dreams · Fri Mar 29, 2013 @ 05:35am · 0 Comments |
