My little update.
I am not completely thrilled with where my life is. I think it all stems back to the relationship between my deceased cat Seven and myself.
Last December I had to put her down because she was very very ill. We had a bond like none other. I could be in the crappiest mood and she would pull mt right out of the funk I was in. From the moment I got her 12 years ago, we were bonded at the hip.
Life is weird now. I feel like i am a bother to everyone. I feel like nothing I do is right. I feel like I have no one to vent to. I feel incredibly out of place. Alone.
I want to be happy again. I really do. I guess I just want to be loved the same way Seven loved me. Unfortunately. . . No one really does.
Im so sad. I want someone to talk to. That I can be friends with and they will understand me for who I am.
Let just see what happens.
I don't know how long I can manage being this way.
Tomorrow is a new day right?
P,S - Seven Josephine DD. I miss you so incredibly much. I want you back so bad. I love you more then you can ever imagine. heart
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