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The Silence

Pt 1:

I wish I knew
What to do
And what to say
Because I know you're not okay.
You know I worry right?
Sometimes I cant sleep at night.
I want to help but don't know how.
I hope its not too late now.
You mean so much to me, you know.
I just don't want to let go.
But I'm right here and you're out there.
Why does this seem so unfair?
Don't get me wrong. You make me smile
and if I could I'd walk the miles.
I guess what I mean to tell
Is that I just miss you like hell,
and sometimes it really gets to me,
and feels like an eternity.
Whatever happens please know this is true:
I never want to lose you.


Pt 2:

Maybe that is why I'm scared
Because I don't want you to have to bare
the pain that chills you to the bone-
the pain of feeling all alone.
This worry has turned into fear.
I'm afraid that you might not be "here"
and I'm terrified that you may be hurt-
Those thoughts bring me such strong discomfort.
I try to find reason though
But all I find are empty echoes.
All reasonable thoughts are left behind
As this silence seems to curse my mind.
If you're just mad and want me to go,
but you're still safe, please let me know.
Because I don't know how long I can take
Anymore of this troubling ache.