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Consequences
Have you ever thought how much pain I am in?
How much I went through for 17 years?
If you haven't...I pity you for your blindness.
You shouldn't be pitying me, you should save your pity for yourself.
All they have ever done is cause me more pain, lying about their love.
I thought i was safe and sound...but...
I.
Never.
Was.
As long as I stand, there is something that will make me fall.
Confusion leads me to wonder if I was ever needed or not.
Or should I say being dead or alive...?
They may think I am blind, mute, or dumb...
but I am not the one who sees everything on their side.
That's right....they are nothing but selfish, evil, mean creatures.
They expect me to obey, to listen, to not back talk.
Just like a slave...
I am silent for a reason...I call it "Dead silence".
Holding all my grudges and creating death wishes...
all behind their back.
I might think they deserve it and all...but...
People like them.
Need.
To.
Be.
Punished.
-Snow that flutters down like feathers