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Well I decided to write my life and what happened and what is soon to happy. I will start from the farthest memory I have.

PreK- I was a chubby little guy..... I remember being at a water park, not wanting to take my shirt off because I was embarrassed of my body. I stood there for about 30 mins until my Grandma made, I don't remember a thing that happened that day beside that.

Kindergarten- I remember the first day, I cried a lot. I didn't like being in there because
I missed my pre school I think. I remember I acted up a lot and mocked my teacher just get attention.

1st Grade- I was pretty good this year, I had some good friends and it went by fast.

2nd- This year was a struggle. I was depressed, my brother was in the hospital. I had a fear of people dying I couldn't get over, but some how watching George Lopez helped. Though I remember having my own dance group which was awesome c:

4th- This year I had a lot of headaches. I had a lot of fights, because everyone decided to pick on my brother. I hated every ******** thing -.-. But my sister this year actually inspired me and help me choose what I wanted to be in life after a while of thinking.

5th- This year was fun. I constantly watch my Best friend go about with relationships. We joked a lot and we did slow motion walks. But I learned later that he lied a lot.

6th- Like most of everyone I got bullied a lot and try to fit in. I regret everything I did. I remember wearing so much ******** tight s**t I'm like what the hell right now.

7th- This so far have been the hardest. This year I was depressed. My brother died. I hated myself more than ever because of my insecurities and one big thing I soon found out. I remember coming to school one day crying. I barely got any sleep, I cried myself to sleep most of the time. Music helped a lot at this time. Thinking about it all makes me want to cry now. I remember constantly getting asked questions. Subjects being brought up that I hated, and people keep talking about me. I then met this guy named Aric. We talked everyday we were like best friends smile )) I don't know what happen we split later but He was my Vanilla Marshmallow xD and I was his Chocolate Marshmallow.

8th- Though I got talked about this year, I didn't give and ********. I still hated myself until about the ending the year somewhere in December. Someone really helped me and made me feel better about myself. Then everything start to lighten up. Met more people, and gained more good people in my life. This guy helped me, and ill forever love him <3 :3 I wouldn't be happy at all. Earlier I'm the year around Jan. I met a friend. We saw each other 2 years ago in the past but never saw each other later until that day. Kristina also helped me c: she's been nice and under my feels. I then met other people such as Hayden ( My baby <3). Nina(Tofy) MY BOOBY <3

Now. I still dealing with bull s**t -.- I do right and still keep treated like crap. Though I'm trying to get threw. Just watch my legacy unfold. " I have the same unnamed name same as one of all. Though I will forge a new destiny and name for my behalf." This my saying, and I will do my best to live up to it.

Special thanks to- Colt, Hayden, Kristina, Tofy, Aubrey, Miles, Aric :c, and many more. Love you all of my boobys <3