I had a really bad Nightmare last night. I wasn't able to sleep cuz of it.
I was in my room drawing and listening to Linkin Park. It was raining rather hard. I didn't mind, the window was open and the sweet smell of rain entered my room. I turned off my Ipod and listen to the rain drops. I didn't notice it till after a while, I was the only one in my house. My little brother or sister weren't running around. My parents weren't laughing or yelling. Nothing. Only the sound of rain. I didn't notice that I was wearing a black shirt but also a skirt and boots that when up to my knees. My hair was down. I was preplexed on why I was wearing such an oufit. It's very unlike me to wear a skirt. I tried smiling but... I wasn't able to. I was more preplexed on the fact when I looked at my arms... There were cuts.. I was abused!! By Who?! I dropped the pad and I know it wasn't my mom. That time was over. No way she'll return to her old ways. My door opened. And there... I saw him... my uncle.... I stood up. I had no where to go. When I was 6 or 7... He raped me... The sick b*****d. I asked why he was here. He said to finish the job. He beat me. I yelled and screamed... No one hear. No one was there to save me... I tried fighting back but somehow he over powered me. He started to Rape me.
I black out... he must've knocked me out. I guess my screams and tears annoyed him. I awoke with blood running down my face. My body hurted as I sat up. Then I saw one of my Exs.... He said it was his turn.
I awoke with sweat running down my face. I didn't sleep the whole time.... I'm still shaking... sad
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