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horn_diva's Journal The ramblings of a lunitic band geek. Or, The unautherized reprinting of the stuff that goes on in my mind


horn_diva
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I'm having Dreams again
Not like I've really stopped, but these are dreams with a captial 'D'. These are dreams that stand out.

Recently i've been having dreams about my ex's. The two that i ever think about anymore at least. My one last night involved my bestfriend turned long-distance-ex David. Two Dreams in a row, on the same night, about him. About how he loved me and wanted me back.
A week or so ago i had some of these kind of dreams involving my most recent ex. But they were just normal dreams, i've had them before.

But two nights ago, I had this Dream where i was lying in bed and heard a train going by. I live in the middle of a big suburban area, there's not a traintrack for about 5 miles. But this one sounded from my backyard. So i sat up and looked out my window, and there was the train, glowing and looking as if it were projected into my backyard. But this Dream was very real, felt like real life. I saw the train, then there was this blinding flash of light that actually made my head ache (like, real pain that i remember) and i fell back and didn't dream again that night.
But now the Dreams of David are popping back up. Realistic Dreams, with physics and logic and voices correct. The last time he appeared in my dreams he 1) drowned me, and 2) was my reason for being reincarnated when i fell over a waterfall and died.
All the Dreams he's in are always so realistic, they disturb me. the dying hasn't disturbed me, but something else in the dream does. Something i can't catch, but it's there. And it makes me worry.




 
 
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