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Seven Years...

1/6/2014

I talked to my school therapist today. Didn't help much. She only told me the answers I knew that I was going to get. But she did make me feel a little okay. I had told her how everyone kept telling me to go to a therapist and how I was sick of it.

She told me that there were two reasons why they told me such things. The first on was that they were blindly denial about having problems among themselves. Second one was that they're caring in both the right and wrong way. They have the rights to be concerned; but to constantly keep saying that I need help isn't healthy for me. ...it really isn't.

I'm getting tired of shedded tears. They're so damn stupid

Me and my friends agreed that we'll live together once we're out of highschool; to help with rent and what not. I always wanted to live with my friends. Seems pretty legit.

I don't tell my therapist everything because its none of her business. There's only one person who knows everything about me and the stuff I do. Not even more sis, girlfriend, or friends. ... some things should be left cluttered in the past.

Tonights dream was all static. It was like I said before. The dreams I recently have sometimes throughout the week are now daydreams. Now I sleep normally. ... still not good.

Is it possible to have a wet daydream? (LMAO!!!) Its rare for me to have a normal wet dream when sleeping.

School was the same like any other time. (Hate talking about school.)

I guess that's it for now.