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*sigh*
For the last couple of months, I've been depressed. I've been really thinking a lot from it. Like, after college, what am I going to do next? Or why is it so hard for me to get a job when I've been sending applications in and going to interviews? Or why am I still living with a family who don't really care for your existence? I have always been so independent since 6th grade, now I think I've finally cracked. Now I just don't want to see people much anymore, listening to creepy/death-like music, giving less effort for school. I just shun myself to my room and stay there for hours on without really doing anything. I just seriously don't know what I'm going to do at this point. I just need help... plz.

Sorry, I don't think a lot of you guys want to read stuff like that. But...