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I've been deep in thought recently... I think it's stupid that guys fool around on their girl I think it's stupid to break up with a lover because you like one of his/her friends better... If you have someone, don't let them go because today might be the last day you will ever see them. I lost my lover and I miss her so dearly..... I was stupid enough to foll around behind her back and break up with her because I felt like our love was slipping away like tiny grains of sand. I never thought she would, but she committed suicide because of the pain I put her through and now I am feeling the same pain that I caused her because I will never see her again and it took me until after she was gone to realize that she was meant to be with me forever. Now this loneliness will forever build up and hold me back because wwhen you lost someone, you want to die with them....but time stands still when you don't have your lover by your side.

Posted by: Forsaken_angel_boy Tue Apr 25, 2006 @ 05:47am

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Saturn-greenleaf
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Commented on: Thu Jul 13, 2006 @ 11:05am


	Lovers let go of each other a lot, then, only one of them seems to look back and realize that it wasn't a mistake, even though she told him it was. Now she lays crying at night, although others say they love her, no one except him can fill that empty void that had swallowed up the lies he told her. No one except him can love her, even though she dies inside, cries over him, wishes they could be again, he doesn't even say goodbye as he fools around with those she once called friends... and as she dies, he seems to laugh even though his lips never form the wicked smile.

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