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Feb 3rd. 2014.

Log.....whatever.

I have been neglecting the fact that I needed to update my journal. And further more, sis and Kamazar shattered my mind to fix me and I woke up seeing another me. Am I being replaced? And the whispers are loud. They say I'm just a broken toy to everyone. That's why I'm getting replaced by that fake. And I fear that mistress doesn't want me anymore. She never talks to me and is calling someone Senpai. I feel so alone. Was it all a game? Was it cus I had to get fixed only to decided to get thrown away like nothing? No. That can't be. I trust mistress and love her dearly. But I don't think I believe myself. What has happened since I was gone?

Recently, I found some of sis's, Kam's and the fake's memories and noticed that mistress didn't want the hearts around our avatars and deleted all comments from my account. It is happening. She's just using me for her own game. I don't care. I'll win her back. I'll show mistress that I'm the best and only Kitty for her. Sis knows what I'm thinking and says I'm not myself. HA! I don't need to be fixed or thrown away and forgotten. Not anymore. I'll show them. I'll show all the humans what I'm capable of.