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Vade doesn't know about this journal. I don't think anyone does. I want to cry so badly right now. Love is a little b***h and I hate her. I've given up on the little whore. Life takes my heart and breaks it again and again. I knew Vade and I wasn't going to last forever, but still I wanted for him to hold me...just a little bit longer. I love him. I wont ever stop loving him. I didn't stop loving Alex or (to my bitter disapointment) Kaleb. Vade was so cool. I love him, and he left me. I'll put on the happy face for everyone else, cuz thats how I am. Inside I'm dieing. I wanna die. I love Vade. I'm still friends with him. Thats the good news. Maybe one day, when this all ends, I wont be lonly anymore. Maybe one day someone who loves me for who I am will hold me and make the lonelyness go away. Who am I kidding? Love never ends up like that. Men are never like that. Is it humanity's destiny to be alone?

Posted by: Toge Fri Dec 03, 2004 @ 03:54am

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Chai High Tuba
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Commented on: Sat Dec 04, 2004 @ 01:02am


	Aww!! hugs Toge I'm here for ya, sis! I know I probably can't help much, but it'll be okay, I swear it will.

Commented on: Tue Dec 07, 2004 @ 04:33am


	well toge life is not all was like that..an Men are not all like that.. well i am a fool so u dont have to list to me.. i am just here to say s**t i guess.. if my kindness is not notice.. so yeah

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Commented on: Tue Dec 07, 2004 @ 05:10am


	((ok ****** gaia..it is not late me edit my old post.. i **** up sorry about that..)) well toge life is not all was like that.. Men are not all like that as well but if u think like that. i am guess i am a fool so u dont have to list to me..if my kindness is not notice.. i just i am just a wast of space.. well anyways u know i care for u..so yeah dont give up there is some one out there..ok ok now i sound stupid.. well i alway sound stupid lol oh well talk to u later then from a fool who cares heart xp heart** oh yeah i know this is a little late lol

Commented on: Tue Dec 21, 2004 @ 03:35am


	st.....sorry to hear that....i'm givin' up on love too! we need to hang out this break! domokun blaugh**

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