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Oh sweet Christ. I cannot believe I actually wrote out some of the crap I have in this "journal." An update will definitely do some good. I'll leave the old ones up as a sort of reminder I guess of what I am glad to have left behind. Its all very whiny, the title I look at now and think of as too childish, but I WAS pretty much a child so..I guess this would be me reflecting on who I was around the time I started off this thing which was around my freshman year of high school I think or sometime like 8th grade. I wonder now why it was I had this idea in my head that I was some kind of reject from the social world that was part punk and part emo and so on. It's weird.. Now, that isn't even the case or even close to it. It even reflected in my avatars I made on gaia, how I had the skin of Masterpiece on 90% of my avatars and a punk-rock hairstyle. The outfits were mystic (I guess?) in some and very dark in their appearance. Now my Avatars start to reflect how i actually dress, pretty swank if you ask me.

Honestly if you're a random person who came upon this, take a moment to reflect on who you were and who you are now, its a great way to judge yourself and either be proud of what you changed for the better and decide on how to find what you lost that was better kept. Well you know, just a thought anyway.