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i've had it with this life it's just a cheap thrill
all your pain can be swept away with a pill
there's no way to tell if your alive or dead
no way to stop the evil thouhgts in your head
no way to feel the same way again
no way to ever just be her friend
your heart is now broken it'll never heal
when you wake up you pray it aint real
can't hear hte radio the songs make you cry
can't seem to believe you said your good byes
can't seem to shake her face from your mind
she tells you she'll love you forever and that won't ever stop
but how can you believe her, her words made you drop
she said i can't stay i need some space
as she was saying this tears rolled down your face
you try to suck it up and be a strong man
but inside your dying and can barely stand
the thouhgts in your head are bad toward that guy
but it's not his fault she's the one made you cry...
i've lived with this pain as so many others
it hurts to the core like losing your mother
but time goes on by and you manage to live
a little thing happens and you have a kid
a small spec of hope in a dark drak dark world
you now have a whole new life thats unfurled
never forgetting the love of your life
you now have a house a kid and a wife...
your relationships rocky cause you just can't keep it together
that one girl has a boyfriend that wants her forever
you talk to her and she still love you so
he says that you both had alot of time to grow....
someday you'll be with her that thoughts in your head
evry night when you get into bed
when you wake in the morning it's what gets you up
the thought of her kiss is always enough....
so keep living your life and wait patiently
someday you will be with her just wait you will see...
-mark-