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I don't know what I should do anymore.... I feel so lost in my thoughts... I don't even know who I am anymore. I feel like...No one understood me better than him and now..... He won't even speak to me anymore. I went to go talk to him on Monday, and we just got there and waited for 5 mins. tops. Then, my spirit rose cause I saw him for the first time in a LONG time.... I called him over and all he did was wave at me. At least he said "hello"...in his own way of corse. I know I should get over him but...I don't think I ever could. I want to but he knows me so well, that I feel that he's the only one who ever could. And plus, he's the only one who got so close to me.... To where I could trust everyone else again. I have him to thank but now that he's gone...I don't know anymore... So I hope after reading this, everyone can understand what I'm gonig though right now. And I would apreceate it if you didn't try to cheer me up. When he's gone...I can't ever be happy ever again....Ever.






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Wednesday`
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commentCommented on: Mon May 01, 2006 @ 03:01am
You're right...at least he still talks to me...but I just got done crying over someone else.....and now it's him.....it's and endless chain... and it pisses me off...Bri bri...this is why I have the scars...I can't take emotional pain very well... =( But, I'm trying my best not to do it this time...And I've never known who I am...


commentCommented on: Tue May 02, 2006 @ 07:59pm
wow......i never knew that..................... sad ... i hope you feel better



tsume_hug_me
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The_Angel_of_the_Night
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commentCommented on: Wed May 03, 2006 @ 03:31am
A few things, Nick, go die f**. Two the two of you, i know what you are talking about. I have felt that way before, i know how much it hurts. It is hard to trust any one, and you feel like you will never be happy again, like the world has givin up on you, like you want to die....I know ....I will not try to cheer you up, i will just say this. If you ever need to talk to any one with a higher IQ then Nick, and that can listin, i will always be here for you. Till next time we talk then Bri, sorry if you dont like to be called that, how about this, i will call you parite, like the pirate parite. arrrr....sorry, not trying to make you laugh, so dont...no luahgin, smiling, or happy...nop....none....BYE BYE PARITE. *hugs tight*


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