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Yesterday was my birthday and i had a gaint brownie cake...splendid! you may say...but i ******** you. yes the cake was good and I got really nice gifts from my boyfriend and friends...thx guys I love you and it's good to know someone loves me. yes I'm dealing with rejection...deal with it whore....it's what I've been hearing alot...anyways...why i'm so EMO right now is because my brother decided to leave his bag on the staircase for the millionth time and i tripped on it for the millionth time and hurt myself for the ******** millionth time. He made a few annoying comments thaat made me want to wrap my hands around his skinny neck and just squeeze. Durring the eating of my cake my mother decided to spaz at my sister for taking her battaries...my little sister decided to staart crying...just because and no one even sang happy birthday to me. Elise did, my dad did, my ******** 2 year old little sister did...but my real family...the ones I live with...hate me. I dug my fork into my cale with a smile on my face but tears in my eyes...trying to tell myslef its all going Today was also horrib;e..thank God...no...i don't know who to thank because if God... really exists i wouldn't be in so much pain. yeah it sounds emo...but guess what it has to come out some time leaving us empty and hollow...no feeling except love for the one person who can make me laugh...the one person who keeps me from killing myslef...Stacy...I love you...and I'm getting off topic*sigh* After school today i went to the store to get a slurpie...came home left my bag on my desk and then went to take my little bro and sis to gymnatics classes because my stepmom is too lazy too. Its a parent/Child class...so me is there with 2 children 2 and 3....imagine the weird looks i got....WHO ******** CARES ,it's just Alisha. SOOO i got home with the money my dad gavce me i went upsatirs to my room to put it in my wallet...but guess what...MY GOD DAMN ******** WALLET WAS ******** MISSING! evil screming crying...I get no sympathy...I"M ******** SORRY IF NORMAL PEOPLE TRUST THEIR FAMILY TO NOT STEAL THIER WALLETs!! i fell down the stairs twice. my little sister is at the hospital getting stitches on her head...i hate life... I love Stacy...,my head hurts....just kill me please

I CAN"T ******** LISTEN TO ANYTHING BECAUSE MY EARPHONES BROKE!!!