Have you ever had something that you wanted to tell someone, but it is something that you would rather just say in person? I have something that I have thinking about for a few days. And I really am wanting to tell him. I just haven't found the right words to say or the right time. And sadly, I don't know when I will see him again. I don't want to say it over a phone call or a text message, I want to say it to him in front of me. I just don't know the words to say. I would mess it up and be all awkward and make things weird. So, I think I'm going to try and write them down and figure out what I can say that way.
I really hope that I can see him soon though. Because, this is something that I want to get out there. I have been running these thoughts through my head all day long. I saw him today, but I didn't find the right time to tell him since I was surrounded by my family and I didn't get any alone time with him. It isn't something that's bad if that is what is portrayed. I am just afraid that my thoughts are too much, I'm afraid that they are going to scare him away and I don't want that. I just need to tell him these things, I need him to know what I am thinking.
It's so hard for me to share what I am feeling. Maybe I can take him somewhere secluded. Just me and him. I don't know where I would take him, and I have no idea what I would say.. But I just need him to know. I need to tell him these things. I just need to figure out a way to tell him without my awkwardness showing though and ruining it all.
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