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So, I guess I begin my story as Olive. Also known as OCD in mysecretfamily.
When I first had an iPhone, I was incredibly paranoid and well, a**l about the layout of it. I always had to have my favorite and most used apps outside of the boxes. But they also had to be an even amount of them, or they did have to go into a box. The boxes themselves had to contain an even amount of apps that were related to each other. And the number of boxes had to be even, while remembering that the stupid Newsstand can never be deleted. All on one page, with the background making some sense.
I would change the background almost on a daily basis, depending on the vibes of the day. It was quite time consuming. And irritating, because I would look at it, be fine with it at one moment. And then want to add another app, forgetting that I would have to change the layout once more.
Of course, this isn't the best example of OCD. But it's mine. And I have to deal with it, on a daily basis. With my clothes, with washing the dishes, making my bed, doing my makeup, writing my stories, playing Pokemon, etcetera etcetera. To the point I get headaches if I over think the organization.
I gain a surge of energy, as well as a one track mind, contradictively while jumping from one activity to another. And if I'm not careful, I work myself into a panic attack, having to sit in the bathtub, rocking myself back and forth.
Sigh, I am still an Olive. And I doubt I would want to be any other way.
#mysecretfamily #Olive #OCD
"Stuck in your Wonderland, with nothing but this blood on my hands. So let me be your Deadman, I wanna make you bleed just like me." - One Reason 
 ShortCupofTee · Sun Nov 30, 2014 @ 01:51pm · 1 Comments |
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